10 June 2011

When Heart Betrayed the Lover

 (A Wannabe Writer's Entry 1)
He loved her though they haven't met. He visualized an imaginary lover based on her thoughts and ideas. He created a world were “both ends meet”. He made impossible possible by bridging the gap. He was, for the very first time, madly in love. Thrilled with such unusual feeling, he treated her as if she’s his.

She hated her life. She hated the years she spent searching for her soul mate but ended with very inconsiderate men. Then she found him. She found a place where she thought she’s “the center” – the reason why his world rotates. She fell from his spell. She was enthralled with his magical words transmitted in the cyberspace.

Then the so-called love brought them closer together. Morning greetings, up-to-date reminders, rubbish thoughts, undying endearments, and goodnight hugs and kisses (with muahs and tsups emoticons included) were never missed in a day. They surpassed more than 365 days of fleeting meetings and endless exchange of sworn love.

He became passionate but she became dry. Despite his strong desire to keep the fire burning, coldness covered her body searching and wanting for something more. He demanded more love but she was guilty of giving less. He offered a chance of rescuing the sinking ship but she refused of being saved.

He claimed her unfaithful. He believed that her falling apart was the cause of her infidelity. He blamed the other knight in shining armor for hindering the “might-be” happily ever after story.

She never gave a word. She never argued with those petty jealousies and quarrels. She knew she hurt him, but it was better then than later. She knew she tried but it wasn’t enough. She just realized it was better to betray the lover than be drowned in silent water. She realized that heart alone can not decide what is right.

Her heart stopped beating, so it ended.


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